Still she sits in the darkness of the cold wet night. The bleeding has ceased and her pain is numb. She feels nothing she is nothing so she walks. She walks into the dark wet night because she is alone and the pain is plentiful tonight. “ What have I done to be abandoned like this. Am I such an evil person? I try my best at everything I do. I make everyone else happy. Is it my fault that they hate me. I hate myself to. How can’t I everyone else does. I am nothing.†she whispers as she walks. The tears haven’t ceased. They still mingle with the rain. God’s tears. Is he crying for her. She wishes she knew. But why should he cry over someone so awful like herself. No he does not cry for her. She does not blame him for turning his back on her. She knows she deserves it but does not know why. All that she knows to do is cry and walk because that is all she is good for. Misery and wondering. What a waste of a human soul. The perfect mistake disguised as a beautiful girl. She does not see the beauty. How can you when life has blinded you. “ What the f**k is wrong with me! What have I done to be abandoned like this! Why me of all the f**king people in the world! Why me!†she screams on the top of her lungs into the dark torrential sky. Silence no answer and she walks. There’s no use in fighting it so she walks. The tears stream and her arm bleeds but she walks. Walks back to her room lays in her bed and in her mind she still walks. Children aren’t supposed to cry and in the land of make believe there are no tears so she leaves. Her body is there but her mind is gone because she walks
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