It's not because of you

It's not that I dont want to
Or that I don't know how
But trusting is an issue
That my mind will not allow

You might not believe me
But what I say is true
The reason I can't trust you
Is not because of you

Your always here for me
You've been there through it all
I've tried so hard not to
But I still put up this wall

The things I want to tell you
I somehow never do
I just don't want to hurt you
I've done enough to you

I hope you realize
How much you mean to me
I just don't want you to see
What goes on inside of me

I know you don't understand
Some of the things I do
Please don't think that it's just you
Because no one knows what I go through

So please don't hate me
For all the things I do
I just wish you could understand
That it's not because of you...

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