Leaving possibly

An offer to leave the state to go far away.
To go away and be lifted spiritually I'm easily swayed.
Nothing left for me here.
Fear of leaving someone that loves me my greatest fear.
If it be possible I'm going to leave.
Pull out all knives and put them into sheaths.
Going to the state in the North West.
Going there to experience a life changing test.
I'm leaving only my past experiences behind.
I'm going to grow leave behind this state that is not so kind.
Filled with the my religion hating both women and men.
Ill find someone of my own religion and faith.
Leave you and your hollow religion hating wraith.
Going somewhere where I feel I belong.
Leaving the place where everything seems dull and wrong.
I'm happy and its not going to change not one bit.
Moving toward a better future your not in it.
This place is filled with people who can't understand me.
I'm going somewhere so I can live and be free.
Freedom from loving you to no end.
Leaving to be alone thats where I stand.