Killing Me Inside

Each and every day
It kills me more inside
All the things I don't tell you
All the things I hide

I hate what I do
I know it isn't right
You just don't understand
That I'm in a constant fight

Part of me wants to tell you
But part of me is afraid
That if you ever found you
You just might feel betrayed

I'm afraid you won't understand
And that your view of me might change
That you won't want me anymore
And that you'll think I'm strange

Maybe you'll never find out
And that you'll never know
I don't know what to do
All I know is that I can't let this show

I wish there was a way
That I could make you see
What it takes to be me
And just how much you mean to me.....

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