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by Beth Jan 17, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Confusion inhabits my mind As I solely think of you Thoughts are churning through my brain Could the love I feel be true? I never thought I would feel this way I never thought I would care Fright soon overcomes me As I wallow in self despair I can't live without you I thought I could, I tried I said I didn't need you Though it seems I simply lied I couldn't let you know How much you truly mean I just can't make you understand This must truly sound obscene You will never really learn The truth I keep inside To spare our lives from chaos My feelings I must hide My heart is an empty void Without the presence of you How could you say I don't care? I feel it through and through Just to hear your voice To hear you say my name Brings to me the hope Things may someday be the same I'm not quite sure what happened But I have learned to regret And sometimes I find myself wishing That we had never met Then I stop to realize All you really mean You're my friend and confidant And all else in between Someday we may be more Only if I learn That love is only really there When it is given in return Now I say I love you And know that this is true You mean so much to me I hope again someday,I will mean something to you**Not my best but i like it ne wayz**