He made her watch him die

He wanted to die that was true, he had a lover, he loved her dearly.But he had to take his life, he didn't wanna kill himself in private he was odd that way.So he found his love, and he told her of his plan immediately she begged him not to.But he looked at her and said "Honey I've got to." So he got out the knife and made a slice across his throat, she tried to leave but he quickly pulled her back.He made the slice bigger and she started to cry, in the end he made her watch him die.She'll never be the same she lost her lover, all because he made her watch him die.