~This is not really a poem, it is just something that i kept bottled up inside for seven years, and i think now it is time to let it out.~
Daddy, i wonder if you will ever read this
But here are the reasons why every night i cry myself to sleep
Remember when i was only 8 and you left me, you said you'd come back, put me to sleep promising everything will be OK. It's funny how that morning you didn't even say goodbye, were you too scared to kiss me one last time, or maybe you were scared that i will cry?
I still remember i waited, i counted everyday, i still do. It has been 7 years, Daddy what did i do that was so bad to deserve this, to never see you? Of course the reality didn't hit me till now, you have a new family where i dont belong, you had erased me from your life, like i had never been there, now i come to wonder did you ever care? Wonder if your new daughter is better, because i know that i never was good enough. You would always push me, yell at me, tell me you don't want me, i was scared, sometimes i hated you but i still loved. See daddy unlike you i never gave up. You ran away from everything, well maybe it is for better, sure i still miss you, wanting to write you a letter, talk to you, hug you, introduce you to my friends, you know something daddy, it really hurts. But this is the end to all of my struggles, this is the day when you are not a part of my life anymore, just like i am not a part of yours and stopped being seven years ago.
