Where are you God?

Where have you been during all of this pain
you weren't there to wipe away the tears that fell like rain

everything happening makes it feel like your not even there
how am i suppose to have faith when you make yourself unaware

i listen for you,try to hear your voice
but i loose all hope when i hear no noise

why would you cause pain if you love me no matter what i do
cause with each tear that falls makes me believe less in you

its like every breath i take I'm putting up a fight
where are you God during these long cold nights