Numb and Nothing

Do I seem to have no feelings?
Can I be seen?
You think you're not doing anything wrong
Maybe you are, maybe you aren't
But what I do know is, this hurts
One minute I'm seen, then next I'm not
Would it matter?
Would you notice?
If I wasn't here?
Numb is all I feel
Looking at you tears me apart
If you just realise what you've done
But I don't think you would ever understand
The deepness of my pain
Cutting deeper and deeper
A wound that will never heal
Forgive but not forget
That would never be possible
Numb and nothing
Is all I feel
Lonely each day
Pain inside my gut turning
Tearing me up inside
What did you think?
That it wouldn't hurt me?
Have you ever thought of someone else?
Ever thought you're not the only one with feelings
There are other people in this world!

I wrote this poem over 2 years ago and I also wrote it as a song, now that I think bout it I was a bit selfish but I will never forgive the person for what they done to me. Rate and comment please!