What is the real meaning of love?do you know?

Sometimes love is so unfair
i don't understand i why i got to cry and
why every time I'm in a relationship i end up crying and hating,
i never thought that you'll hurt me like that,
i never thought that you'll play me like that,
crush my heart and cheat on me like that,
you made me cry so much
you made me mad,yell and upset about how you treated me like that,
you lead me on through all the times we spend together,
i don't know how I'm going to make this love meaning full to me when all you did was play me and hurt me.