The side you'll never know

There's a side of me
That you may never know
It’s hard to see
Cause it rarely shows

Away from home
I’m nothing but happy and bright
But when I’m home
It’s like there’s not a smile from me in sight

Maybe I am just
A messed up person
But when my family’s home
The pain tends to worsen

All they want to do
Is pick a fight with me
Is this really how
A family should be?

I’m getting to the point
Where I don’t even care
Because next time something happens
I’m not gonna be here