When i don't join in the laughter,
you thin its attention I'm after,
cant you see it not,
just the things i would rather of forgot,
in my mind there stuck in deep,
the words just will not seep,
so when i say fat is how i feel,
you make it seem like a big deal,
but why i feel this way,
is the things he used to say,
he was happy when i cried,
but i had no one in which to confide,
so now i hope you can see,
and just leave me and let me be.
