Sometimes I want to scream.
I never get to live a dream.
Everything goes wrong in my life.
I can't do anything right.
When it seems good, it just gets worse all in my eyesight!
All this is happening and I keep putting up a fight.
But it doesn't work.
They say pray to god,
But it doesn't work.
They say don't give up faith.
but that doesn't work.
They say hang in there it will come around.
And it never does.
It's never true.
Tell me has this ever happened to you?
I've tried to stay strong,
But I've been weakening inside all along.
Everything just seems so wrong.
I wish that I could wake up and this could all just be a dream,
It hurts so much to the extreme.
I want to be in a room and cry all alone,
I'm sick of having a heart for only me to own.
the past I've lived is not what I've wanted to of known.
And throughout all of this have it yet grown?
I try so hard to stay on top,
the harder I try I just drop.
Everythings rising;
Love, Pain, Life!
I'm about to pop!
Everythings is moving people are begging just STOP!
I'm going crazy I can't take it anymore.
I don't know how much suffering I can store.
Going through all this,
and living......
What for?
~*BRITBRAT*~
