Put this on my grave

No-one seems to know my pain,
Or what I have to go through,
All this torture, all these tears,
And all because of you.

You don't seem to notice me,
Or the hurt I express inside,
You cant see the scars I carry,
Or how long ago my soul died.

So with this blade I will take my life,
And tell you my painful story,
Every little detail of my hurt,
In all its darkened glory.

Look deep into my tear-stained eyes,
Look behind the glass within,
My pain inside is just as ugly,
As the body I have to live in.

This is why I don't want to live,
And why I cut myself to shreds,
I cant stand living my life,
Wishing I was dead.

My broken heart wont fully mend,
But tears shall stop, no-more pain,
I’ll watch over you all from above,
As the blood drips from my vein.

Now the time has come, its over,
Please don't cry, be brave,
So when I die, lay me to rest,
And put this on my grave:

‘To all my friends and family,
Of which I loved you so,
I’m sorry, I wasn't happy here,
I just had to let you go.’