Today it started once again another scar i thought it would end i cant bring myself to stop the pain i cant let it stop because it just starts all over again my arms have new and old painful signs,
everyday it builds up inside the pain and guilt i have made and despise,
why do i do it why do i feel good after releasing my blood it makes me feel new,
don't ask me why because i couldn't tell you that,
i cant even tell myself that awful fact.
