My friend called razor

The bloody core is never ending
it passes threw me
hands
stomach
veins
everywhere
it just doesn't cease

its just flowing
and keeps going
and flowing
never stopping

not for anyone
not for anything
it just doesn't

the insides are hollow
so its the only thing left inside
that maybe alive

i sometimes want to die
so i make an opening
for the core to let out
hoping not to shout
just to let the pain out

i can not scream
so its the only thing i can do
they are as silent as the seem

they may be deadly
but they also bring me alive
so now i have to decide
to i want to breath
or say goodbye