Robbed of Happiness

Each day I wake, just to find new hope.
But each night I lie awake, my back against the ropes.
So many emotions running, my head just always spins.
I cry on the inside, wishing to have her again.

Clouds in my head, with darkness around me.
There used to be a light that I no longer see.
A family once was, but now split in two.
I was too young, with nothing I could do.

So many open wounds, there was no time to heal.
I thought it was a dream, but learned it was real.
I met the angel of my hell, as I began to fall.
She was always there for me, waiting for my call.

But on a dark night, I was robbed of happiness.
I felt so alone, as if lost in a dark abyss.
Reopened were my wounds that were never healed.
Tears silently fell, as I began to kneel.

I prayed to have her back, just for a little longer.
Also praying to the lord, to make me a little stronger.
With all this pain and hatred, what should I do?
The only life I know is the one that I had with you.

So now I travel this world lonely and cold.
Feeling as if my soul has too soon grown old.
Waiting to find the answers to the mystery untrue.
Biding my time that I have to wait, to be with you.