Every morning

Every morning, I wake up and feel empty,
as if there was a hole inside.
My emotions and good nature
are starting to retreat and hide.

My heart is broken
and the pain is too hard to bear.
Everyday, I wake up
and wish you are standing there.

My smile has deserted me,
and all the fun has died.
Now i am lonely,
lonely without you by my side.

I think of you every time I an in trouble,
I think of how you would react and cope
so each time when I am lonely,
now, because of you, there is little hope.

You turned my life around,
and didn't even know.
How much I cared about you,
and loved you so.

Your beautiful face is fading.
Your voice is too.
But the presence still lives,
and so do you.

You live in my heart and will always remain there,
because your right here next to me.
Whenever i had been in trouble,
you were always able to see.

I know you are still alive, still living,
but just not with me here,
and even though I know you are happy,
it doesn't stop the tears.

But nothing has changed,
time will never return.
We'll now let the past, carry on,
and burn.

By now,
I have gathered enough pain.
As from here on out,
I'll never be the same.

There is nothing now
that can possibly be done.
So I just remember those precious moments,
the few times we laughed and had fun.

There is a part,
that's missing inside me.
A hole in my heart, that's ever so tiny.

Even though the hole is small,
it causes so much pain.
For knowing, this is all my fault,
for I am the one to blame.

For every morning I look up,
and feel so empty, so bare,
I try to imagine you are looking down,
but never are you standing there.

For now each morning I look up,
I feel so empty, so bare.
The tears escape because I fight so hard,
but I can't fight the pain of knowing you don't care.