I look at you

I look at you
and I see everything I wish I could be.
I look at you
and pure perfection looks back at me.
I look at you
And I long to not be plain.
I look at you
and hope you can't see my inner pain.

You look at me
And you see a complete nightmare.
You look at me
And you see a huge nose and messy hair.
You look at me
and you see everything you're not.
You look at me
It's as if I'm anything but hot.

I'm so sad
My eyes are blurred from smudged make up.
I'm so sad
I wish this was a dream and I could wake up.
I'm so sad
That when I feel so ugly and vile.
I'm so sad
I think of your beauty..
And I smile.