Do You Feel The Same Way?

I used to share everything with you
Yet now it's not the same
I never thought it would happen
But we got sucked into this f**ked up game

I don't know what happened
And I really couldn't tell you why
But I miss you so bad sometimes
It even makes me cry

You were my best friend
And I turned out to be yours
Then without an explanation
Things just got worse

It's been a while now
So long it barely hurts me
I've got so used to you being here
I can't remember how it used to be

You no longer run to me
And i no longer run to you
But rather, we run in different directions
Pretending to not know we knew

I lost a wanting
For many things
You hurt me so bad
Sometimes I just hate everything

I don't know if things
Will ever go back to the way they were
I don't know how you feel
So I'm not really sure

But there's one question
That remains in my mind
That I can no longer
Keep hidden inside

I wonder sometimes
About these things I say
Are you feeling and thinking
The exact same way?