Sweet Suicide

I fall to my knees,
Dreading each day,
Dreading each walk,
Knowing I will never finish the race
My head is bent,
As tears fall from my face.
No one understands me,
No one understands the hurts I've felt.
Life,
It holds no meaning.
I just have to go,
Go somewhere far.
Leaving all the hurts behind,
And will never return.