I wonder

I wonder what will happen
i wonder will i know how fast it will happen?
i wonder will it be a process for the both of us?
i wonder will i get over it?
i wonder when this pain will stop?
i wonder will you come back and be by my side again?
i wonder will i always feel this alone in the world?
i wonder will i always be in the dark?
i wonder if its true, do they really mean what they say, when you love someone to let them go and if they don't come back then they really never loved you in the first place and it really isn't worth crying over?
i wonder if i am really alive right now or am i just going on and on for nothing or is there a reason i was put on this world was there a reason at all?
i wonder do i know what is going to happen