I CAn Love All I Want..But no one Will Ever love me Back

I know you don't love me
But can you please just pretend
I know you won't kiss me
But please just try

This will never exist between us
Nothing will ever feel real
Will you love me if I'm happy?
Will you love me if I smile?

Is it me
Thats keeping you from loving me?
Please tell me
I want you so bad
Please tell me forever I'll be sad

I know you don't love me
But can you please just pretend you care
I know you won't hug me
But please just try

This will never exist between us
Nothing will ever feel real
Will you love me if I don't cut?
Will you love me if I don't write sad poetry?

I know you're not falling for me
But please just know that I'm falling got you
And you can't believe the things I'd do just to be with you

If I ever fall will you catch me?
If I ever cry will you comfort me?
If I ever cut will you make me stop?
I guess not

I guess I'm too depressed to say
That I love the way you make me laugh
That I love the way you smile
I love everything about you
I just wonder if you do too
And really your just hiding your feelings for me