Life On Hold

I've been sitting here crying
For far too long
Its time I pick up this mess
And move on

But its not that easy
Its going to take some time
Before I get out of here
And get the thought through my head, that your not mine

I want to runaway
Just leave everything behind
But I'm caught in it like a spider web
I need something I can't find

I'm here by myself
Screaming
I want to get out of here
Doesn't matter if I end up bleeding

I have to get out of here somehow
I need to find a quickly now
But I've been searching for far too long
And my life is now on hold

I want to move on
But I can't
I want to move on
But I'm stuck in a web

I want to get out
I want to leave this pain
I want to get out
I don't want to remain

My life is on hold
I didn't have to be told
My life is on hold
And I mustn't let go

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