What about the pain

What about the pain i feel in side
you riped my heart out and made me cry
I got them days were i wish to die
curl up in a ball and say good bye

But then i think days not over yet
And i remember what u did to me and you weren't worth shit

I was always here for you no matter what happen in life
What you did to me got me reaching for the knife

But instead i got on my knees
beg god to take me tonight
i begged God to take my soul with out a fight
but god said no and tonight is not your night

"PLZ RATE IT"