Lets Pretend

I never feel so good and sometimes I cant stop crying...
Sometimes I think of him and then give up trying.
I give up on everything I thought was real.
I tell him I love him but its like it doesn’t matter how I feel.
I want to stop loving him.
But my heart wont let me.
I cant get over him.
But what is hurting me inside is what he never did see,
Why I love him is unclear to everything cause they’ll never
Know how hard it is for me.
To move on from what we had is even harder to let go...
But no matter how hard I try to make myself forget,
It just hurts more then what’s to happen yet.
But even though I wish I didn’t hurt anymore.
Then to be with him again.
I don’t believe that dreams come true
But I can always pretend...
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