Help Me

I think I need some help
There are so many things I hide
Thing's I've done to myself
When crying late at night

It's not that I'm unhappy
It's not that I'm unloved
It's just that on the inside
I'm feeling pushed and shoved

So many things gone wrong
In my sad, pathetic life
People keep hurting me
Now I pick up this knife

I never thought I'd feel this way
I never thought I'd do this
But now I can't stop it
It's that underlying itch

The pain it doesn't leave
I feel worse than before
Letting down the trust
Of those to whom I've sworn

I'm sorry that I've yelled
I'm sorry that I've lied
I'm sorry that I've hurt
I'm sorry that I've cried

I think I need some help
I don't know what to do
I really need somebody
I really need...you