by ashlee overbay Feb 5, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about death
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I'm sorry i lied i didn't know anyone would die.I just wanted some fun now look what Ive done.i said just one drink but they said have some more and before i knew it i was falling on the floor.My friend said get up its time to go home,but i couldn't walk so i guess ill just roam.when i could walk we got in the car,and we didn't have to drive far but before i could stop it we had been hit i remember a man saying "this ones alive" then i remember opening my eyes,i felt a tear roll down my cheek.I was so happy i wasn't dead.i asked where my friend was and was she all right .he said I'm sorry she went into the light.my eyes started crying , the doctor yelled shes dying.i awoke from my comma only to find the parents in the other care were mine.they were worried and went looking for me,if this isn't ironic then what could be?i asked the doctor when my parents would come to see me he shook his head and told me just how long it would be.i wish i never drank and drive.i could have saved numerous lives.i prayed to god to take me to but punishment he puts me through.He makes me live with the guilt of of my sins and i know i will never see them again.I'm sorry i lied i didn't know anyone would die.i just wanted some fun now look what Ive done. |