The Dream That I Had To Wake Up From ..

I Thought that You Loved Me ..
Thought that you did care ..
But I never said it out loud ..
Didn’t have the courage , Didn’t dare ..
But I never thought for once that ..
You might be involved with someone else , had another affair ..

I thought that all the smiles you carried around ..
We meant for me , Were for my sake ..
But Then I realized Not ..
I had made a very big mistake ..
I was in a fairy tale dream ..
But Now I had to take in the facts , had to awake ..

I hear that you have started a relation ..
And that you are slowly falling in love ..
That hurt me so much ..
It was like I had been hit , took a strong shove ..
Was that My destiny ?
Was that what God decided in the sky above ?

I am sitting alone crying ..
The world looking so black ..
My self – esteem was less that zero ..
What was it that I did lack ?
What Might make him love me ?
What might make him come back ?!?!

I sit outside .. Lost In my thoughts ..
Blankly starting at the street ..
But Then I notice my angel coming ..
My heart stops , Then returns back to beat ..
Oh How Beautiful he Looked !!
Oh How gorgeous ! Oh How Sweet !!

I look at him for the last time ..
Praying to God that He might Change his mind ..
Wished that he might look up and run to me ..
Reveal all his feelings , the ones he had choose to hide ..
I sit praying .. and he disappears around the corner ..
He was gone .. No longer By my side ..
He walked away .. walked on with his life ..
And I sat crying .. Quietly Left Behind …