I don't know

I don't know what is wrong with me.
I don't know what this could be.
When I see you my heart skips a beat.
And lately my head is on repeat.

Why does it do this?
I wonder in my head.
Was it all because of that silly kiss?
Or is it love instead?

Love is such a strong word.
For what event that just occurred.
But could it be?
I can't agree.

I feel kinda weird.
I don't feel like this before you appear..
But could it be love?
Is god sending me a message from above?

I don't know...
Will these feelings begin to show?
Or are they already?
And if they are will they stay steady?

I am confused..
You must be soo amused.
To see me wonder and worry.
And see you and fix things in a hurry..

Well I don't know what it is.
Is what I want his?
Do I want his heart?
Do I want a relationship to start?

I have so much that I could lose.
Will it be you that I decide to choose?
So many questions.
Not enough answers.
Does anyone have any suggestions?

I know, I don't
In the end I think that I won't.
I need help someone.
But I know that the troubles have only begun.

I guess I need to think.
Think deep, deep inside.
I have no time to even blink.
Why do my feelings have to hide?

I just need my heart to tell me.
With help from my head.
I need an answer guarantee.
But why do I have doubts instead?

I have to think fast.
While their love still lasts.
So I decided to go to a dance.
To see them I didn't get a chance.

A drunk driver pulled out in front of our car.
The brakes were stuck in a jar.
We went side ways and turned to the right.
I will never forget that one last sight.

I woke up and looked around.
I couldn't barely hear a sound.
I seen you there right above me.
I said no this just couldn't be.

The doctor looked at me and said “whats your name?
I said “I don't know” and he said “Yourself don't blame”
I looked at him and he said “rest my dear.”
I laid there as I felt a tear.

I seen him walk in the room.
He was crying from what I did consume.
I don't know really because I was so weak.
For my heart beat is what I wanted to seek.

It stopped right there when I seen him walk in.
For him to see me go through this was such a sin.
I wanted to give him that same kiss as before.
But my heart was much too sore.

I choose him. I know what I need.
I know what I want. I need to suceed.
But I ain't got the chance to say whats on my mind.
So how will I have the chance to find,
Find the strength to say what I should have said.
But instead my heart was mislead.

I look up as I breath my last breathe.
I look at you as the last thing I saw before I left.
For that man who hit us should be charged with theft.
Theft, for stealing my life when the bad turns good.
My life was turning in the way that it should.

Now I didn't have the time or strength to say what I felt.
But I wish that with my feelings with, I could have dealt.
So people I just wanna tell you.
Don't wait to long to find out what you are gonna do.

Life is to short to waste anytime.
And this is not just a silly rhyme.
So don't take your time and say “I have all the time in the world.”
Because all of a sudden yours of their life can be caught up and twirled.