Bloody Wishes

Happiness is further from me than ever today,
I have to tell my friend's I'm sick and I can't come out to play,
But the truth is you have made me suicidal and depressed,
Unlike you only son, I am not blessed.

I feel like a rag doll that you just throw around all over the place,
I have so many bruises where you have punched me in my face.
I pick up this knife and press it firmly against my vein,
All this pain and sadness has driven me insane!

As I lie on the floor slowly losing my life,
I have shed my blood on the knife.
I sacrificed my life just to make you smile,
So please clean my blood up off the kitchen tile.