In My Room

When I'm in my room
all alone.
i hug my pillow so i feel loved.

In the corner of my room.
I draw pictures of me and you.

In my closet.
In the dark.
I hold pictures of you
my love.

But with rusty scissors i cut you out.
Hoping that you'll scream out loud

When i look out my window.
I wish i was there.
Anywheres excepted for here.

When I'm laying on my bed.
I just pray that i was dead.

But when i look at my door i think about how you'd rescue me.

Even after i said those horrible things.