I Don't Know Why

I never should have done it.
I should have know.
I should have listened to my heart.
I should have never let him go.

Miss everything about him.
They way he made me smile.
It seemed like such a curse.

Every time i said "I Love You."
He would say "i love you more."

But i had to let him go.
He deserved so much better.

He was so perfected.
better then he seemed.

So why did i say those hurtful words?
Why did i have to scream

You never did a thing to hurt me.
I just wanted you to hate me.

so maybe you could move on.
Find a better lady.

But the second i said this.
I wish i hadn't.
But when you asked why.
I just got even madder.

I couldn't stand being here without you.
I didn't want to try.
But instead for asking for Mercy.
I decided to die.

But after everything i did.
Ever thing i said.
After all the guys i kissed to make you feel bad.

I still see you at my funeral.
And you even start to cry.

I knew in my heart.
I should have never said Good-Bye