Please help me to become stronger to remember what I read. To fight the thoughts in my head. To break and throw them away, for they are what I dread. To guide me and protect me. To help me not forget my dreams for they are guaranteed. I feel this is what I need. To help this little girl inside of me come out and notice its not as bad at it seems. To help me not forget the one who loves me the most. The one who died for me and forgave my sins. Help me be the one that wins. To help me not lust what I don’t have, to not see it and grieve. To help me just believe. To not envy others past, and presents. So I can be the one that represents. To allow others not to forget I am a person with feelings. For these are my dealings. for others to respect my body for it’s your beautiful temple, for this is just the start. To help the ones who hold my heart. For all these years she has been so close, For now she is drifting apart. She is becoming this beast, with no love in her heart. She is forgetting that I what to be her friend ever so much. But she has this chip on her shoulder that is tearing her apart. To see she has become mean and that she’s making other people think of her…..what she is not. To the one who made me see it was deeper then just being with me. The one he is now hurting, the one who has a choice, Help her not let the devil get to her for she has a voice. To help me forget him, to let us be free. I love him so much, So GOD please let me see he is not right and is not for me. Most of all please GOD let me forgive ME!
