Fake smiles

Everyone around
doesn't get my ways
cant see through my skin
they all don't know why
i shed tears at home
but bring bright smiles to school
I'm a different person at school
then what I'm really like
only one knows who the real me is
she knows where I'm coming from
i still don't get why
everyones stressing over me
they don't even know me
even though they are my friends
i withdraw from them
not telling them at all
not opening up for them to see
i keep these fake smiles on
everyday go back
I'm too afraid to take of my mask
so people can ignore me
like they once did
i don't want people knowing
the real me
not anymore