Pain...

No one seems to realize
that everything i am and do
is simply just a big lie
that with me there is no truth

everyday i walk around
with a smile on my face
and when i see a friend i know
i give them a loving embrace

but people don't see all the pain that i hide
and the don't know about my past
and tears begin to form in my eyes
once i remove my mask

so much sadness, so much pain
have built up deep within my core
and my tears are like a down pouring rain
that fall and flood the floor

with each day the pain grows worse
and another wound is put upon my soul
my heart feels like it's about to burst
with blood from wounds new and old

i always hide inside myself
and whenever I'm alone
i scratch the wounds and let them bleed
so my souls pain will cry with a blood red moon

my heart is tainted
with deep and bloody wounds
and my eyes are red from so many tears
that there's hope that I'll fade away soon

i wish someone could understand all the things that I've been through
my heart is an hour glass pouring sand
out of the hour glass of doom

my time is short, and I'm growing weak
for too much pain have i suffered
my death will come as i sleep
for my heart and soul will bleed the tears of my desires

I'll be dead, I'll be gone
do not miss me so
I'm better off now, please don't worry or cry
for no longer will i suffer
for the pains of my life will vanish once i die.