i talk aimlessly about whats going on..My mind is clogged with things gone wrong..My words sometimes make no sense.. I love it once I\'m over that fence
I stutter the.. the thoughts inside. I say things wrong. am i losing my mind..they were there all along.frozen in my mind and put into song. her glow captures me, intoxicating my mind... Ill stay distant and take my time... I want to impress , but I'm afraid I wont...an obnoxious pressure in my throat. A crush ha you could call it that. It\'s all a mystery to me, and thats a fact..My life ticks by, my feelings rise. even without a kiss or touch of affection. I put my guard up for my own protection. but life goes on. a mystery here put into song. without fear.I write as long as my thoughts are clear. will i be alone long or is love near. .. alone forever.. thats my fear. But I don't need love to live my life. I don't need kids or even a wife.. just a girl who wants me too. a girl thats beautiful. just like you.
I'm. mean when we meet you say. but then I'm nice the very next day. I fall asleep when the sun comes up. My eyes are shut, but I soon wake up. I Start my day where the last began.
I cant escape the thoughts again . I don't want them .. their up for grabs. I'm happy when I'm not sad.. but that makes sense does it not. thats all I'm asking is that alot? you know i want you .. will you care, when all of a sudden I'm standing there. wherever you are you know its you..that I want you know its true.. but who the Hell am I talking about. there is no you without a doubt. but maybe! someday she will see the love that lives inside of me.
~Benjamin
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