She's so beautiful its ridiculous, does her lover still tell her this? I'm a mess. Ill confess. I try to hard, but can only go so far. I'll write happy poem's, when i have something happy to write about.Yeah its nice out.. without a doubt. I let her in ,she'll push me out. I want her to feel special. maybe she should. she looks at the bad, but not the good .I would try to win, but I'll probably lose. I had the Idea that she would try to choose. But what was i thinking? I'm just a guy. a guy with no more tears to cry.sometimes I wonder why i try. To make her mine. just her and I. The past haunts me, and still taunts me. but its my fault. I wont deny. I never meant to make her cry. But I'm human and thats a fact, and i made a mistake and that was that. now its been years since we have met. long enough for me to forget.five short years, you could call it that.but still I'm here stuck in this net. I never wanted her to leave him, but i still don't want to see him. If she's happy so am I. if she wants. I wont try. I'm her friend and that is that, when she touched me, and looked in my eyes. she caught me off guard. I was surprised. to see that "maybe" there was a chance. that she would give me that last dance.. but I guess her love is strong, and so is he, so much stronger than little old me. So Ill walk away, and wait for you. Underneath sky of endless blue.
