Broken??

The tears ive cried
the nights alone
i wish i could take them bak

the days with you .....
i cant erase

the ways you sed things
misleading
and untruthfull

love,
into harsh feelings....

altogether feelings led
into being
dumbfounded and grusome.

i just wanted to love
but ended up with a broken heart instead.

unmended i remain
and do not attempt to hide it.
ill stay this way forever
so you can look and laugh at what youve broken

as the disfigured angush rises
ill laugh through it all..
because i am not broken,
i just FELL rather hard
thats all!!!