I CAnt set my evil aside

This river of hate
drives me to a whole new place.
a place so dark i can not see,
only the love you provide can shine light for me,
as i sit in the shadows
all i think about is you.
i try to lure you to my world but your heart is to golden to pull through.

so once again you leave me sitting here,
my hands upon my face.
Yet it feels as though your here with me.
i can feel your presence,
and your sweet embrace.

O how i long to be with you again.
o how i long i were with you.
my one and only friend.

The one thing i love and is once again denied
how Can I LIVE with when our love is left behind.

my evil is overcoming me
the tunnel sucks me in
and once more i leave you

but thats how its always been.