There's No One

As I look around
I see it all so clear
There’s no one to relate to
There’s no one to erase fear

There’s no one that did this
And made me pour my blood
But never did they try and stop
The tears making a flood

There’s no one who condemned me to sadness
No one made me stay
Then again, no one made me happy
They passed by every day

There’s no one in this world
Who made me go and vomit
They walked away and didn’t care
They never talked about it

And as I think these thoughts
This is what I found
Maybe the reason for my problems
Is them not being around

They never showed me love
They never helped me out
The only thing they did well
Was show me what life is about

I realized that they did nothing
Instead of everything to make me blue
They did in fact do nothing
Instead of something to help me through

So I helped myself
I began to vomit, cut, and bleed
I stopped in time and never left
Like a never growing seed

What bled me wasn’t them
That’s not what caused my fall
It’s the fact that every day
They weren’t there at all

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