My Choice!

I hear the screams in my head,
but I don't care no more.
They've said it all before,
and I know it word for word.

I'm nothing to them,
and never have been.
I was a mistake to this world,
and that's why my father left.

I use to not believe them,
but now I know the truth.
what they say is true,
I can't deny it any more.

So why don't I end this misery?
I mean there's nothing stopping me.
My mom and sister hate me,
they blame me for everything.

I wouldn't have to listen to them,
I could find a place were I'm wanted.
Maybe I could forget the words,
that are causing this choice.