Suicidal

Why does life have to be,
So god damn complicated?
It always seems that,
My pathetic love-life's fated

You couldn't care less,
If I jumped off a bridge,
And you couldn't care less,
If someone pushed me from a ridge

You couldn't give a damn,
If I reached for those pills,
The pills in the medicine chest,
Took an overdose,
Laid it all to rest

If I ended it tomorrow,
Would you even care?
If I banished all my sorrow,
Would you even dare,

To feel any responsibility,
For the departure of a soul?
I'm bleeding inside,
As if it was your goal

If I took a kitchen knife,
And drew it cross my wrists,
Lost six pints of blood,
That along with my life

You succeed in making me cry,
And I see my tear stained face,
In the mirror and feel ashamed,
But I think "Why should I?"

I'm not asking you to care,
And I can't force it out of you,
I just beg you one thing,
Think before you speak,
Or you could have a guilty conscience...