Free

I don't wanna admit it
My lyf is very scripted
I am never heard
I always go with my parents word

I'm sick of it
I just wanna grow
But ill get beaten
If i let them know

So i hide in my shell
And slowly weep
And pray ill open my eyes
Tomorrow when i awake from my sleep

I can never say
What i whish to
Because when i say something
They do the thing they love to do

I'm tired of my life
And all this painful abuse
Anything they can find to hurt me
They would be happy to use

I wish i could tell them
Instead of having to hide
I guess its what i have to do
If i want to stay alive

I dont know what to do
Im going crazy in my mind
Should i say something
Or will that cause an argument of some kind?

All i can do now
Is just keep it in me
And pray that one day
I will be finnally free