I don\'t belong

I don't belong here,
not in this place,
I'm sick of shedding tears,
They're running down my face.

Daddy, you abandoned me,
Mother, you didn't care,
Sister, you hated me. we never agreed.
And brother, don't touch me again, don't you dare.

My boyfriend was all i had,
when i was feeling low and sad.
but then you took your own life,
that was when i turned to my knife.

i would run to the bathroom,
and lock the door,
push the blade into my skin, and watch the blood fall to the floor.

I'm lying on the floor now,
Knowing i don't belong,
my life's about to end now,
What did i ever do wrong?