From the Heart

Look what you did to me!
Any blind man can see;
You left a mark on my body
That no one will ever heal.

You forced me into it.
I put up with so much s___.
Now I can't even look
At a couple kissing.

My body's shaking;
My head constantly aching.
There's nothing the will EVER
Make it go away.

The cuts are so visible
To stop, I'm not able.
The pain explodes in me
And I have to try to stop it.

It goes from mental to physical.
I don't know how I\'ll be kissable,
With all of the scars on my arms
And pain in my heart.

There's no way to stop it
And I go into a fit
It's built up rage
And so much anger.

There's no way to control
This tortured soul
That you've unleashed
And then ran away.

That movie brought it back,
Now I can't face the fact
That you've hurt me more than anyone
And it'll NEVER go away.

I can't stand it anymore!
I feel like such a whor*,
And it\'s ALL YOUR FAULT;
You did this to me.

I'm a monster inside,
I don't even feel alive!
This is what you've done
And there's nothing I can do.

You put me through H___;
And then I fell
Straight to my knees
For a lifetime of pain.