The better worse

I keep trying to run from this place
but i always find myself looking through your face,
everyones close and near,
but there is always nothing here,
i don't know who, what, or why it is,
Life needs to live just not like this,
an endless turn repeats itself again and again,
never ending only begin,
a echo of time rewinds my memory,
life was mine reminds me its not what it used to be,
the darkness haunts me no matter how hard the hit,
you will never see me look at it,
it brings me up to bring me farther down,
noone hears me scream in silent sound,
wishing i was back and tall,
makes me feel small,no feeling at all
I only feel home in the dark,
its the only real, no shadows lark,
I'll be here until the closed are open,the lock have key,
and they will see the better worse part of me