Unanswered Wish

If I had one wish,
I would make it fast,
so I could hurry up,
and go back into my past.

I would change what happened,
I would go back to that night,
stop him from doing what he did,
I would make things right.

He stole something from me,
that I can never get back,
he robed me of my innocence,
and thats a fact.

That bastard raped me,
forced himself inside of me,
the whole time he kept his eyes open,
like he was proud to make me plea.

So if I could go back,
I would give myself a second chance,
to live a normal life,
without always feeling completely ashamed,
and cutting myself with a knife.

I need to go back and change it,
I can't live with what he did,
I feel like I'm dying inside,
like I'm just a little kid.

I couldn't protect myself,
he was just so strong,
and he said what he's doing,
wasn't at all wrong.