Birthday Blues

My birthday is coming soon,
too soon perhaps,

i was excited, but now i am no longer,
i have to decide,

what to do since your not by my side,
i wish you were here,

at least i would have someone to share,
share it with, but your not,

so now i am feeling blue,
don't know what to do,

i will be 15 soon,
i am growing up,

i never thought i would grow up,
without you by my side,

i miss you i cannot wait 'till i see you,
it'll be fun just wait and see.