What does life mean anymore...

My family is a disaster...
My mama flirts around...
My brother don't care...
My daddy don't know how to lift a frown...

I feel like I'm the victim...
There is no more meaning for me...
There is no more truth to be known...
Only lies to hear and see...

Why am i getting put through the pain...
The kind of stuff i have nothing to do with...
But i still get partial blame...
If life has no other meaning why do i have to live...

The only happiness i have...
Is buried deep inside...
That special love that still burns...
That i don't have to hide...

Some say love is all the happiness you need...
That doesn't work with me...
I heard that from people that make feel unloved...
And thats my family...

I have love...
Its good for me...
I don't from the main people though...
My family....

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